Monday, January 7, 2013

If you know me

If you desire to know me to love me as your friend, playmate, lover or something more I open my heart to you with only this to say. Do not confuse my service with subservience nor my respect for submission. No matter the hat I wear I will always address you as Sir/Goddess or by that which you hold title to. I am new to submission and found that place inside me through an incredible Top who knew me and loved me and allowed me to explore. When I bottom it is rarely out of desire to submit but more the primal stirring of a caged lion. The retreat back into my tight cage is where the submission lies and I find aftercare soothes the vulnerable creature I become. I take pride in my kink family and find pleasure rolling up my sleeves and joining them in the play and the service. Do not confuse my pleasure in service to my family with your newly found flag inserted proudly in my ass to be possessed and passed around. Please understand as well if I bring up my past experiences within this lifestyle it is merely to communicate my side of where we are both coming from. Most importantly do not allow my dyslexic mind and Picasso inspired shell to fool you. If you take the time to listen I will paint for you the words that others would only speak, I am silly and witty and powerful if you listen. When I am heard my flustered words and nerve drop away and I flow like milk and honey over your imagination and mind and we can talk for hours without realizing time has past. Let me be who I am and you will find a powerful and loyal traveler at your side. Connect your spirit with mine when we play and we will light up a room. Abuse that service and assume I will obey or force my hand and I may roll my eyes and give in to you but it will be the last. Call on me respectfully and engage me in negotiation or courtship and you will find in the future you wont need ask, I will offer it freely. I play as a Top and bottom in many forms: spiritual, playful, sexual, primal and all of the above or at times just the spiritual or playful. Connect with me as I bottom and I can release and fly, if I cant feel you I remain in my shell to DM my own scene. If you desire to know me to love me as your friend, playmate, lover or something more I am here with a desire to know you.

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